Just a little fed up. I was thinking just the other day how remarkable it is that in just a year or two I was able to carve out a life here. A place where before, no one knew my name and would also never have known it if I hadn't decided to move. I've made impressions ranging from bad to wonderful on so many people who didn't know me but for a few months or days ago. It's extremely liberating and strengthening to know that people are people everywhere and while I certainly wasn't the most outgoing or inviting person before, I've learned so much about the outside world and the nature of all kinds of relationships.
I just wish those whom I used to consider close would allow me to share my life with them a little. I'm sorry I did what you only talked about, but I took a risk and you didn't. Now we never talk. Maybe we never really were that close in the first place.
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