I feel like I'm doing so many things to distract myself from the fact that I always feel like I'm not doing what I should.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I've been optimistic way too long here. I've got many worries that have all seemed to peak this morning. I can't seem to find a job, I feel like I'm stifling my creativity by doing this major, I feel stuck, helpless, afraid, and lonely, despite having a really great boyfriend. I don't know what I want anymore but to start over. I want to start everything over.
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I think maybe you should start doing what you love, Patty. if a creative major will ultimately make you happy, then do it. even if it means a few more years of school... it's better then regretting what you chose to do over what you didn't for the rest of your life.
ReplyDeleteI agree, Pats. If you really feel like you're stifling your creativity by the major you're in now, then it's probably not the one for you. Just the fact that you are second-guessing probably means your heart isn't fully there. Just do what makes you happy :) You will be great at whatever you decide. I'm also a phone call away if you ever want to chat (I've been feeling the loneliness lately as well).
ReplyDeleteLove you.